The variable days

One of the stranger things about being BP is the too often feeling of Anxiety. To be honest there are times when I know where it comes from, but there are many more times when I have no idea as to where or even why I have the anxiety feelings. I am not sure if you have ever suffered from Anxiety, but it is an uncomfortable feeling. It isn't the worst thing I have ever suffered from, but it is annoying.

With this feeling happening at least every few days, there are many more days when I don't have the feeling, and there are even days where I feel quite fine. And of course these are always some of my favorite days. Sometimes dealing with BP is what I call second guessing yourself, as there are too many times when I end up second guessing how I feel or even why I feel a particular way, and this can be very annoying for many reasons I am sure you can guess why! A lot of this has to do with the too often "Adjustment" of medications. When you have to deal with changing medications all the times there are many days when you are not sure if feelings that you are having are more the fault of the medications rather than the guesstimation of if it is the BP or if it is the medications.