Feeling lazy for no particular reason

Some days I have to force myself to really try to be productive, and this I am sure is a problem for most people, as it was for me years ago before my BP really started to "Kick in"! But these days it seems to be a real problem and it could be for a number of reasons, and when you have BP, you always go to the Medication dosage first, but that is not always the reason. It could be a number of things, it could be that my diet is screwed up or it could be that I am "cycling" or it could just be that it is a normal day for me? For some reason for the last few days I have been sort of lethargic and the irony is some of the people around me think that I am acting normal? Which I kind of find pretty funny!

I have been kicking back and watching television and running a few errands, and some of the people who are close to me think that this is normal behavior for me? Of course it is not, which is why I am writing about this and a little bothered by the whole scenario. I would rather be moving around and much more productive and maybe a bit happier? But until then I am just in a slump and I will likely just be in this mode for a few more days and if it sticks around longer than that I will have to talk with my Dr. and we'll make a medication change. We have been talking about a medication change just last week, so if it sticks around too long, then to the Dr. I will be heading. More later…

The variable days

One of the stranger things about being BP is the too often feeling of Anxiety. To be honest there are times when I know where it comes from, but there are many more times when I have no idea as to where or even why I have the anxiety feelings. I am not sure if you have ever suffered from Anxiety, but it is an uncomfortable feeling. It isn't the worst thing I have ever suffered from, but it is annoying.

With this feeling happening at least every few days, there are many more days when I don't have the feeling, and there are even days where I feel quite fine. And of course these are always some of my favorite days. Sometimes dealing with BP is what I call second guessing yourself, as there are too many times when I end up second guessing how I feel or even why I feel a particular way, and this can be very annoying for many reasons I am sure you can guess why! A lot of this has to do with the too often "Adjustment" of medications. When you have to deal with changing medications all the times there are many days when you are not sure if feelings that you are having are more the fault of the medications rather than the guesstimation of if it is the BP or if it is the medications.

A Re - Re - Comeback

It has been quite a while since I have written here! I have another blog and I have even taken away some time from that one as well. But, my goal is to start writing at both of them a little more often, especially this one as I think I have a few things I can say here, especially since I am affected by this illness, so I should be able to come up with a few ideas, or subjects that I can talk about that at least one or two of you can relate to? On that note, please feel free to drop me a note on any subject, but I would prefer that it be on the subject of Bi-Polar as that is what this blog's main subject is about.

More very soon!