Games, Pain, and Honesty!

Thoughts ideas and general discomfort! I am being placed in a game that I don't want to really play, but as always if I am to play, there is only one objective. And since we all know what that is, there is not point in going on.

I am sitting hear looking for ideas and options for what to do in the next few weeks? If you read back a bit you will see that I have been placed in a situation that I really do not wish to be in? And because I am in this are, I have to look out for myself, and do as I do when my back is at the wall. I guess that in some way I actually enjoy being in this state, and the reason is that when I am in this state I get to step forward, and say what is on my mind and not worry about the repercussions, because I know the thoughts have been been thought out, and the ideas are not just yelled about because of an emotional "reaction".

As you can see, and as I have learned, I am not normally one that prefers to be in the scenario where I have to be the aggressive one. I have told many people in the past and some were smart enough to understand that I wasn't just talking out of my ass. But I have always said; "Don't take my kindness for weakness!" I may seem passive at times. But that is because I don't wish to play litle games that some choose to play, but don't kid yourself, it is not weakness! It is because I choose to stand back and observe, I have always believed that you can learn more by watching others, then yelling screaming and generally making an ass of yourself.

So what do I end up doing during this "Fun time"? I will take my time, move forward and if I play right, I'll hopefully be able to treat others right, while remebering that, in this game that I play, there are others feelings out there, and unless they directly confront me, I will continue to treat them fair and honestly. But the important thing for me is and always will be.....When it is time for the game, I still want to Win!

Play Fair, Play Hard, but remember to Win!