Wednesday, January 9, 2008

The joy of being me

I was working on another blog I have, and suddenly I thought? Hey, didn't I start one a few months ago? Sure enough here it is.

Lots and lots of fun things have been going on in my world since my last post. Although the post was in August, my depression stayed and got much worse until a bit after Thanksgiving. I was in the Hospital for thanksgiving and stayed for about a week. The depression had gotten so bad and I just couldn't take it anymore. So for a time frame view, I was depressed for over 1 year. One year of my life sucked away by this damn illness. 

In that time I had one house go into foreclosure, had to file bankrupcy. And now Divorce.

I am not trying to bum anyone out with my stories of woe, I am just trying to share with others who have this illness, or know someone who has it. I once said that I would never wish this on my worst enemy. And this is still true.

There is a shimmering light at the end of the tunnel though, and I hope its not a train coming at me? I believe that there is only one way for life to go, and that is up! Everything has to get better, because when you are at Zero, where else can you go?

ps. my other blog isn't about any of this, so if you're interested google Five inch Monkey.

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