Been Away

I recently sent an e-mail to a friend and I made a statement that it felt like every minute of every day seems like it is trying to get back a few seconds. This is what it feels like at times, especially when I am in a depressed state. There are times that I think I am not even sure that I am in such a state, and suddenly something will tilt me over and viola, I am done for!

I believe that as I track back the minutes of the day, I am looking for seconds of time when I am not depressed, or seconds when it is sitting on the back shelf and I look at it, realize it is there, and just say, "I hope that doesn't tilt over at the wrong time?" We all know that it will tip and there isn't a lot I can do about it, except look for those seconds and keep hoping that they add up to minutes.